Never be closed! :: Mobinfo

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Mobinfo Motivated Muti mobile info processor << Iac did wrong thing! | Top | End the relationship >> Never be closed! Time:2005-12-26 Never be closed! 2005-12-26 20:15 Can I speak out my mind? In the long term view, I still love u very much, after all, making love is always better than making the war. Although I kept laughing, in fact, I was very sad when you said to me that you did not not love me at all, even when you said just "like" instead. I hate you never speak directly on you love or like me very much. But so far, I still feel very painful on this matter and the way how u deal with. I could not sleep very well, because emotion is down to the bottom. I always can't help being awaken at night these days and the sadness filling me everywhere. Sometimes in the day time I feel very difficult to breath, and very unhappy no matter what I do. My heart still feel very painful. You know I am a very simple, sensitive, tender and straight lady, you know I love you very much. But still you asked this happen to me. That’s big hurt. I hate u, hate u ever let this happen to me. I hate u ever let this woman did this to me, I hate u care that woman much more than me, I hate u treat me like this. I hate u did not stop that woman. I also don’t like you r always shading away, although I know you are just protecting yourself. I think you are very coward in some way. I also don’t like you always mention how many women surrounding around you and how busy you are, I don’t like all these words. I don't like you do not speak out your mind. Why I am calling you today, just feel very painful, have to release, all what I want is just your LOVE and care, emotion response and apologize, but u always make the points I don’t like. On emotion matters, I hope you can put attention and care on my heart, not always shifting away to business. I still have hopes on you, that's crazy. I also felt u lied to me a bit today, you have slept with that woman for a very long time, at least for several monthes, but said you didn't, u just met her at early morning 1:30, but she said she have had been reading my message for several monthes. I hate waht that woman said, and what you have said to me and what you have said to that woman. Although it's a accident, but from this accident I can see you care her much more or don't care me at all. That hurt me a lot. I hate you are so far away with me. I almost know nothing about ur real life. I take you as my family in my heart already and will be closer with you as well in your real life after I accept this situation. I usurally do not hate anybody, that's not my style, hate is not my way. But I have to release all the hurt by this way, hate adn love is always equal. Hate and the hurt is always equal. Mobinfo Posted at 2005-12-26 20:15:08 Edit | Trackback(0) Comments Add Comment Updated