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Mobinfo Motivated Muti mobile info processor << Dinner With Tom | Top | Media Content Data Managament >> 自由驾驶 Time:2005-10-24 自由驾驶 航行，自由驾驶 当我不能够自由驾驶自己的生命的时候，总是觉得不畅快和不开心。 我刚刚看完“巴黎恋人”，两颗相爱的心，最终，终于摒除了所有的障碍，其实事情/恋爱根本就没有那么复杂，当两颗心里有障碍的时候，看周围一切就dou 是障碍，当心里没有障碍的时候，一切就变成了顺风行使。Seamless Connection, Love on your own way. 我好开心，随着他们的境界好转，变得开心。我可以感觉到，Fiannly, 他们最终，终于和在了一起，而且彼此感觉舒服，心，终于可以自由的飞翔。终于可以按照自己的航标和路线，自由的飞翔，自由的航行，真是开心。 恋爱，是一件痛苦的事，当只有你一颗心驿动的时候。所以，我决定谁也不爱。就这样吧，自己一个人生活。生活永远是一个样子，当你有能力自由驾驶的时候，你才能顺畅的按照自己的方式生活。没有的时候，就放弃吧。先学习驾驶，不要把心思放在任何一个人的身上，而是应该前进，按照自己的Game 前进，最终，如果本事好，自然会得到。否则，一切皆是空话。 Unhappy On weekend, my mind is always very messy and empty, 因为我总是很想念他却没有他，这也是为情所困吧。我很不开心，很迷失方向。Today B criticized me my manner to the restaurant waitress, he said he could not stand that the way I treat them like the second class, and I also can't give him any attention at all. I made him feel upset and unhappy as well. In fact, I am still myself, I am generally a very nice person and be kind to any person from the bottom of my heart. But when my mind is very messy and losing, I can't focus and want to shade away from everything except the thing I want to do and to recovery my sane. B can't see this point that I was just trying to be compatible with him although I do not want to do this thing. I did not mean to hurt anybody, my way is always just very straight and no any soft words, that's the way I am always. I never treat anybody as second class in my mind, but I am very emotional, I can't force myself to be happy when my mind is very unhappy and messy. Next time I will just say leave me alone, to be alone and quiet until I can put myself together. Too much missing and love will hurt myself and the person I love, so just let it be. Let it be. Leave it alone, it will come to you finally if it does belong to you, otherwise, you will always be losing no matter how hard you try in personal relationship. NO push, no force, just let it be. Release yourself, release your mind. I feel scared and helpless at night. Mobinfo Posted at 2005-10-24 00:03:00 Edit | Trackback(0) Comments Add Comment Updated