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Long walk to forever
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Long walk to forever
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Long Walk to Forever
They had grown up next door to each other,on the fringe of a city,near fields and woods and orchards,within sight of a lovely bell tower that belonged to a school for the blind.
Now they were twenty,had not seen each other for nearly a year.There had always been playful,comfortable warmth between them,but never any talk of love.
His name was Newt.Her name was Catharine.In the early afternoon,Newt knocked on Catharine's front door.
Catharine came to the door.She was carrying a fat,glossy magazine she had been reading.The magazine was devoted entirely to brides."Newt!" she said.She was sur- prised to see him.
"Could you come for a walk?" he said.He was a shy person,even with Catharine. He covered his shyness by speaking absently,as though he were a secret agent pausing briefly on a mission between beautiful,distant,and sinister points.This manner of speaking had always been Newt's style,even in matters that concerned him desperately.
"A walk?" said Catharine.
"One foot in front of the other,"said Newt,"Through leaves,over bridges--"
"I had no idea you were in town,"she said.
"Just this minute got in,"he said.
"Still in the Army,I see,"she said.
"Seven more months to go,"he said.He was a private first class in the Artillery. His uniform was rumpled.His shoes were dusty.He needed a shave.He held out his hand for the magazine."Let's see the pretty book,"he said.
She gave it to him."I'm getting married,Newt,"she said.
"I know," he said."Let's go for a walk."
"I'm awfully busy,Newt,"she said."The wedding is only a week away."
"If we go for a walk," he said,"it will make you rosy.It will make you a rosy bride."He turned the pages of the magazine."A rosy bride like her--like her--like her," he said,showing her rosy brides.
Catharine turned rosy,thinking about rosy brides.
"That will be my person to Henry Stewart Chasens," said Newt."By talking you for a walk,I'll be giving him a rosy bride."
"You know his name?" said Catharine.
"Mother wrote,"he said."Form Pittsburgh?"
"Yes,"she said."You'd like him."
"Maybe," he said.
"Can--can you come to the wedding,Newt?" she said.
"That I doubt."he said.
"Your furlough isn't for long enough?"she said.
"Furlough?"said Newt.He was studying a twopage ad for flat silver."I'm not on furlough,"he said.
"Oh?" she said.
"I'm what they call A.W.O.L.," said Newt.
"Oh,Newt!You're not!" she siad.
"Sure I am,"he said,still looking at the magazine.
"Why,Newt?" she said.
"I had to find out what your silver pattern is,"he said.He read names of silver pat- terns from the magazine."Albermarle?Heather?"he said."Legend?Rambler Rose?" He looked up,smile."I plan to give you and your husband a spoon,"he said.
"Newt,Newt--tell me really,"she said.
"I want to go for a walk,"he said.
She wrung her hands in sisterly anguish."Oh,Newt--you're fooling me about be- ing A.W.O.L.,"she said.
Newt imitated police siren softly,raised his eyebrows.
"Where--where from?" she said.
"Fort Bragg," he said.
"North Carolina?" she said.
"That all right,"he said."Near Fayetteville--where Scarlett O'Hara went to school."
"How did you get here,Newt?" she said.
He raised his thumb,jerked it in a hitchhike gesture."Two days," he said.
"Dose your mother know?"she said.
"I didn't come to see my mother,"he told her.
"Who did you come to see?" she said.
"You," he said.
"Why me?"she said.
"Because I love you,"he said."Now can we take a walk?"he said."One foot in front of the other--through leaver,over bridges--"
They were talking the walk now,were in a woods with a brown-leaf floor.
Catharine was angry and rattled,close to tears."Newt,"she said,"this is absolutely crazy."
"HOw so?"said Newt.
"What a crazy time to tell me you love me,"she said."You never talked that way before."She stopped walking.
"Let's keep walking,"he said.
"No,"she said."So far,no farther.I shouldn't have come out with you at all,"she said.
"You did,"he said.
"To get you out of the house,"she said."If somebody walked in and heard you talk- ing to me that way,a week before the wedding--"
"What would they think?"he said.
"They'd think you were crazy,"she said.
"Why?"he said.
Catharine took a deep breath,made a speech."Let me say that I'm deeply honored by this crazy thing you've done,"she said."I can't believe you're really A.W.O.L., but maybe you are.I can't believe you really love me,but maybe you do.But--"
"I do,"said Newt.
"Well,I'm deeply honored,"said Catharine,"and I'm very fond of you as a friend,Newt,extremely fond--but it's just too late."She took a step away from him. "You've never even kissed me,"she said,and she protected herself with her hands."I don't mean you should do it now.I just mean this is all so unexpected.I haven't got the remotest idea of how to respond."
"Just walk some more,"he said."Have a nice time."
They started walking again.
"How did you expect me to react?" she said.
"How would I know what to expect?"he said."I've never done anything like this before."
"Did you think I would throw myself into you arms?"she said.
"Maybe,"he said.
"I'm sorry to disappointed you,"she said.
"I'm not disappointed,"he said."I wasn't counting on it.This is very nice,just walking."
Catharine stopped again."You know what happens next?"she said.
"Nope,"he said.
"We shake hands,"she said."We shake hands and part friends,"she said."That's what happens next."
Newt nodded."All right,"he said."Remember me from time to time.Remember how much I love you."
Involuntarily,Catharine burst into tears.She turned her back to Newt,looked into the infinite colonnade of the woods.
"what does that mean?"said Newt.
"Rage!"said Catharine.she clenched her hands."You have no right--"
"I had to find out,"he said.
"If I'd loved you,"she said,"I would have let you know before now."
"You would?"he said.
"Yes,"she said.She faced him,looked up at him,her face quite red."You would have known,"she said.
"How?"he said.
"You would have seen it,"she said."Would aren't very clever at hiding it."
Newt looked closely at Catharine's face now.To her distress,she realized that what she had said was true,that a woman couldn't hide love.
Newt was seeing love now.
And he did what he had to do.He kissed her.
"You're hell to get along with!"she said when Newt let her go.
"I am?"said Newt.
"You shouldn't have done that,"she said.
"You didn't like it?"he said.
"What did you expect,"she said--"wild,abandoned passion?"
"I keep telling you,"he said,"I never know what's going to happen next."
"We say good-by,"she said.
He frowned slightly."All right,"he said.
she made another speech."I'm not sorry we kissed,"she said."That was sweet.We should have kissed,we've been so close.I'll always remember you,Newt,and good luck."
"You too,"he said.
"Thank you,Newt,"she said.
"Thirty days,"he said.
"What?"she said.
"Thirty days in the stockade,"he said--"that's what one kiss will cost me."
"I--I'm sorry,"she said,"but I didn't ask you to go A.W.O.L."
"I know,"he said.
"You certainly don't deserve any hero's reward for doing something as foolish as that,"she said.
"Must be nice to be a hero,"said Newt."Is Henry Stewart Chasens a hero?"
"He might be,if he got the chance,"said Catharine.She noted uneasily that they had begun to walk again.That farewell had been forgotten.
"You really love him?"he said.
"Certainly I love him!"she said hotly."I would not marry him if I didn't love him!"
"What's good about him?"said Newt.
"Honestly!"she cried,stopping again."Do you have any idea how offensive you're being?Many,many,many things are good about Henry!Yes,"she said,"and many, many,many things are probably bad too.But that isn't any of your business.I love Henry,and I don't have to argue his merits with you!"
"Sorry,"said Newt.
"Honestly!"said Catharine.
Newt kissed her again.He kissed her again because she wanted him to.
They were now in a large orchard.
"How did we get so far from home,Newt?"said Catharine.
"One foot in front of the other--through leaves,over bridges,"said Newt.
"They add up--the steps,"she said.
Bells rang in the tower of the school for the blind nearby.
"School for the blind,"said Newt.
"School for the blind,"said Catharine.She shook her head in drowsy wonder."I've got to go back now,"she said.
"Say good-by,"said Newt.
"Every time I do,"said Carharine,"I seem to get kissed."
Newt sat down on the close-cropped grass under an apple tree."Sit down,"he said.
"No,"she said.
"I won't touch you,"he said.
"I don't believe you,"she said.
She sat down under another tree,twenty feet away from him.She closed her eyes.
"Dream of Henry Stewart Chasens,"he said.
"What?"she said.
"Dream of your wonderful husband-to-be,"he said.
"All right,I will,"she said.She closed her eyes tighter,caught glimpses of her hus- band-to-be.
Newt yawned.
The bees were humming in the trees,and Catharine almost fell asleep.When she opened her eyes she saw that Newt really was asleep.
He began to snore softly.
Catharine let Newt sleep for an hour,and while he slept she adored him with all her heart.
The shadows of the apple trees grew to the east.The bells in the tower of the school for the blind rang again.
"Chick-a-dee-dee-dee,"went a chickadee.
Somewhere far away an automobile starter nagged and failed,nagged and failed, fell still.
Catharine came out from under her tree,knelt by Newt.
"Newt?"she said.
"H'm?"he said,He opened his eyes.
"Late,"she said.
"Hello,Catharine,"he said.
"Hello,Newt,"she said.
"I love you,"he said.
"I know,"she said.
"Too late,"she said.
He stood,stretched groaningly."A very nice walk."he said.
"I thought so,"she said.
"Part company here?"he said.
"Where will you go?"she said.
"Hitch into town,turn myself in,"he said.
"Good luck,"she said.
"You too,"he said."Marry me,Catharine?"
"No,"she said.
He smiled,stared at her hard for a moment,then walked away quickly.
Catharine watched him grow smaller in the long perspective of shadows and trees, knew that if he stopped and turned now,if he called to her,she would run to him.She would have no choice.
Newt did stop.He did turn.He did call."Catharine,"he called.
She ran to him,put her arms around him,could not speak.
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小卢 - [you&me] I-Inject--投入 投入，这个投入有很多概念，有对自己所爱的人，投入自己所有的感情，让你所爱的人感受到你真实的爱的存在，也有对自己的投入，投入自己对爱的理念的深入，对爱的真谛的理解，对双方未来的理性思考。还有在经济方面的投入也是不可缺少的，没有面包的 爱情 ，真的很难在现实中存在的。总之要获得爱情就要投入的很多! L-Loyal--忠诚 忠诚，对自己所爱的人的一种必备的东西，没有了忠诚也就不会再在爱情的存在，双方都要将自己的爱全身心的投入到对方中，对自己爱情观的一种见证，对自己爱情的负责。总之忠诚是真正爱情的必备之物! O-Observant--用心 用心，自然很容易就会想到，对自己所爱的人用心，当然同样也不要忘记对自己用心，如果一个人都不能对自己用心，那还能对谁用心呢？所以对自己用心，善待自己，也是不可缺少的，用心是双向的，用心去理解爱情，才会让双方的爱情更加的牢固。总之用心就是爱情的桥梁通往彼此的心灵深处! V-Valiant--勇敢 勇敢，也许是要获得爱情的必备武器。这个武器很容易得到，因为就在各自的身上，可是也是些人所苦苦追寻的，爱情就是需要勇敢，勇敢的面对自己的爱情，让自己的爱情不要留下任何遗憾，勇敢的去为自己的爱情而打拼，勇敢的为自己所爱的人而努力奋斗。总之勇敢就是爱情的武器为爱情保驾护航。 E-Enjoyment--喜悦 喜悦，就是在得到或是经历过上面的一切后所获得的果实，虽然这还是一颗未能成熟的果实，不过当看到果实的形成，你就会知道自己以前的付出是有回报的，因此你们都沉浸在欢乐的喜悦当中。这时爱情的果实已经形成，以后还需要你和对方共同去呵护这个来之不易的果实。总之此时的喜悦是对爱情的肯定，它为爱情而存在。 Y-Yes--愿意 愿意，当看到这个词时，想到的多半是电视剧中的情节。牧师在新人的双方中间，问女方，你愿意嫁给他吗？男方也一样的。这样的情节，已经见多不怪了，但这两个词所得到的就是一个成熟的果实，愿意，愿意将自己的一半托付给自己所爱的人，这应该是一种幸福。总之说出愿意是得到爱情前的最后美妙的时候。 O-Obligation--责任 责任，不要以为自己获得了爱情就没有什么责任了，相反你所面临的重担将会加剧，对爱情的责任，要对自己努力得到的爱情有一种延续，是对自己所爱的人的一种负责，也是对自己的负责；对家庭的责任，爱自己的亲人，不要辜负了你所爱的人对你的爱，这种爱已经将转换到对家庭中，所以要你们都去为之努力。总之爱情的责任将会一直都存在你的周围，为之努力奋斗将是我们所必备的! U-Unison--和谐 和谐，这个词向来都是对家庭而言的，一个和谐的家庭是每个人的向往，也是我们所应追求的，并为之努力创造的。和谐总能给人以安静详和的一种感觉，给人以白头携老的一种意境!总之和谐是爱情的美好境界! jin8jin 发表于 2004-10-15 16:38 | 阅读全文 | 评论(0) | 引用(trackback0) | 编辑 喜欢音乐~
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买了个mp3,好好学英语~~
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国庆去北京买了个mp3,要好好学英语了~~
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加油~~
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国庆回家的计划因车票紧张而取消了，所以去了北京。
在研究生院见到了大学的同学，有些羡慕，也暗暗给自己加油，好好干，我不会比他们差！！！
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