成都的雨、狗和女人和我的FLASH

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成都的雨、狗和女人和我的FLASH 2003/07/23 到 2003/08/04 FLASH 、music、伪小资的blogger 上次聚会的几点怀恋和现今我的种种

2003-08-03 21:53 到底是过去了，我的感觉，快乐如割破黑夜的花火，眩晕而短暂。 张有几句：当我痛苦地站在你的面前/你不能说我一无所有/你不能说我两手空空（海子）。 容格的幸福和那幸福的诚惶诚恐。 回来的第二天我就伤风而发烧咳嗽，心情自然也就郁闷起来。整整一周时间，我用了整整一周时间去调整那仅仅三天的短暂聚会带给我生理上和心理上的不适合。 记得从新坐上成都的公交车、表情又回复到麻木和虚伪状态、眼睛又一次看到那灰仆仆的天空的时候，我感觉到的不是熟悉，而是陌生和厌恶，我突然有种很强烈的离开成都的想法。 作为一个漂者，最值得的还是自由。 但我什么时候能离开？？？ 海子的一句：从明天起, 做一个幸福的人。 第一次读的时候我哭了，那是在大四上学期某个阴郁的下午，有个人告诉我，他在高中课本上看到一首诗，海子的。我当时就告诉我自己，从明天起，对自己好点。 Post by mojaves @ 21:53 Perfect Day - Lou Reed [mp3]

2003-08-03 21:30 lou reed perfect day just a perfect day drink sangria in the park and then later, when it gets dark, we'll go home just a perfect day feed animals in the zoo then later a movie too, and then home chorus: oh it's such a perfect day i'm glad i spent it with you oh such a perfect day you just keep me hanging on just a perfect day problems all left alone weekenders on our own it's such fun just a perfect day you make me forget myself i thought i was someone else someone good chorus you're going to reap just what you sow MP3 下载 感谢 aqiao_cute ，让我想到这首遗忘了很久的歌。 Post by mojaves @ 21:30 IMG tag in Flash 7 [ new feature ]

2003-08-03 09:33 IMG TAG support in Flash with text wraping happening.It not only allows you to import JPG's but also SWF!s. Very cool feature! Well for one Content Management Systems will have loads of new features added to them, one that comes to mind is we could effectively do away with the WYSIWYG Editors that are made in ActiveX. 例子: http://www.ericd.net/garden/image_text_smile.swf [ via Sandmanz ] Post by mojaves @ 09:33 沉默

2003-08-03 09:20 于是发觉自己话多 烫伤了嘴和肺 Post by mojaves @ 09:20 容格和他贤惠的女朋友（0726）

2003-08-03 00:51 大约是在下午五点过样子，见着容格，离现在今天已经过去了一周了------时间就是那样匆匆忙忙。 当时的他提着几袋东西在我们可能下车的地方等着我们，倒是渣最先找到他，说，还是没变。我们边喊，边向他走去，当他最终发现我们的时候，我看见每个人的脸上都露出了很久很久都没有的笑容…… 原来提的不过是一些小菜几本高中语文教参，和半个西瓜。我和张帮他提了点。然后就沿着一条青石板路上坡，那条路给我种重庆的感觉。事实上也是，从广安到重庆也就2个小时左右，广安的火锅味道和重庆到底相似的多。 然后穿过一些“贫民区”就看到他们学校破败的校门，进校门的第一幢大楼居然就是他们新教师的宿舍。上到4楼，推门而入，简陋的2室一厅，容格住的不过是阳台的加宽，能放下一个钢丝床一张书桌，仅此而已。我的第一句就是：“感觉又回到学生时代。”但他们到底都无语，我站在阳台上看对面的山坡，和他们依山势而建的学校的教学楼、宿舍等等，我突然又冒了句，在这里我感觉到了生活的质感。张哄笑一声，说，我更喜欢地是生活的性感。 然后在容格的书堆里翻到了《拯救与逍遥》，我便说，这本书据说在现在的学术界相当有影响的……张，又接着说，我现在听不到学术界，就知道保健界……5个人哄堂大笑。 大约快17：45的样子，容格说下去给我们再买半边西瓜，上来的时候带着女朋友一起上来的，像刚上了课……我突然想起了自己高中时候曾经暗恋过的一个女生。渣也对我说，“太像你们高中那位同学了……” 接下来的时间，交给酒菜。 那天那顿饭应该是最好的一顿，虽然我在菜中发现了一只蛾子……… Post by mojaves @ 00:51 一些有趣的3D图片

2003-08-01 12:57 [ VIA boring3d ] 07-04-03 Naked Mining guy and Box wake up. 06-13-03 There's only one? 06-12-03 I think someone should probably wake up Box and Naked Mining Guy. 06-11-03 We will dance when the sun rises over the full moon. 06-10-03 Meet The Flying Frenchman 06-09-03 Monday. It's a good day for a hug. 06-08-03 Sunday Fluff XXXII 06-06-03 My head got too big and now I will fall. 06-05-03 Why is it Thursday? 06-04-03 You can't hear our screams because we have no mouths! 06-03-03 Try to keep up. 06-02-03 This way please. 06-01-03 Sunday Fluff XXXI 05-30-03 Oh no, it's a banana hotel! 05-29-03 Look at that! You've got magic in your head! 05-28-03 It looks like everyone is all tired from days of chasing and being chased. 05-27-03 Have you seen Box or Naked Mining Guy around here? 05-25-03 Sunday Fluff XXX 05-23-03 Got the tired eyes? 05-22-03 I hope you don't end up in jail. 05-21-03 Eat some food and please try not to fall down the steps. 05-20-03 Be careful what you put in your ears! 05-19-03 You guys wouldn't happen to have the time would you? 05-18-03 Sunday Fluff XXVIIII 05-17-03 Must crush town! 05-16-03 I need more power. 05-15-03 Where is the head on that thing? 05-14-03 There are flowers right there. 05-13-03 Girls like to surf too. 05-12-03 It's Monday once again. 05-11-03 Sunday Fluff XXVIII 05-10-03 Robots like beapilot.com too. 05-09-03 I am emptying the bag without your permission. 05-08-03 Just takin' a minute to relax. 05-07-03 One red sock today. 05-06-03 We are not all sad. 05-05-03 Don't crash the forklift Todd. 05-04-03 Sunday Fluff XXVII 05-03-03 Where did it come from? 05-02-03 Friday Rocks 05-01-03 Welcome to the land of poorly made robots. 04-30-03 Tomorrow should be better. 04-29-03 I had lost my head but now it seems that I have found it. 04-28-03 Run for it before Monday gets you too! 04-27-03 Sunday Fluff XXVI 04-26-03 It's been a nice lazy Saturday. 04-25-03 It's Friday and we're just hanging out. 04-24-03 If I had sheep I wouldn't make them eat brussels sprouts. 04-23-03 Kamikaze Super Chickens on the attack. 04-22-03 Another Lazy Tuesday Scape 04-21-03 Box and Naked Mining Guy decide to see where the walkway leads. 04-20-03 Sunday Fluff XXV 04-19-03 I hope I don't have to smash you. 04-18-03 Here they come. 04-17-03 Are any of you going to sit in the chair? 04-16-03 Don't forget to pack a lunch. 04-15-03 They lie around wondering how many lie around wondering. 04-14-03 Sometimes when you are sitting you don't look happy. 04-13-03 Sunday Fluff XXIV 04-12-03 I can't believe for a second that you or your friends are chickens. 04-11-03 Here we come. We are landing now. 04-10-03 Why even Dracula will be there. 04-09-03 Hey guys, what's going on? 04-08-03 He was just in from out of town. 04-07-03 Box and Naked Mining Guy find the top of the ladder after months of climbing. 04-06-03 Sunday Fluff XXIII 04-05-03 Beware of the Cone People! They will make you late ;) 04-04-03 I can't believe the stuff that comes out of your mouth. 04-03-03 It's house on a hill Thursday. 04-02-03 I bet a dollar you can't eat one of those things. 04-01-03 Last Picture of the Day. 03-31-03 The Gold-Bug rides again! 03-30-03 Sunday Fluff XXII 03-29-03 Run little gum balls! Run! 03-28-03 The Chicken knows how long you have left. 03-27-03 What are you doing? 03-26-03 What are you doing? 03-25-03 Who's in charge of the switch today? 03-24-03 OO OO oo oo oo ... Pie. 03-23-03 Sunday Fluff XXI 03-22-03 Run Reverend, Run! 03-21-03 It's Franken' Friday 03-20-03 I hope I don't float away. 03-19-03 Big robots like little robots. Little robots like big robots too. 03-18-03 They're bananas, Reverend. 03-17-03 He was on fire. So he ran. 03-16-03 Sunday Fluff XX 03-15-03 Did you put those there? 03-14-03 The wing walking hoola ball ladies must be what has Box so excited. 03-13-03 Don't forget to smile today. 03-12-03 What has Box so excited? 03-11-03 MM MM MMmm...... 03-10-03 You're not reading the book are you. 03-09-03 Sunday Fluff XIX 03-08-03 Sunny Sprained Ankle Saturday 03-07-03 Snow Is Neat 03-06-03 The sailor gets his hair cut. 03-05-03 The other day was a fat day. 03-04-03 As Box and Naked Mining Guy climb higher they start to notice a change. 03-03-03 Lazy Monday Clay Scape 03-02-03 Sunday Fluff XVIII 03-01-03 Eggs With Legs 02-28-03 Pig On Hill 02-27-03 Feelin' Bad Today 02-26-03 Do you like your chocolate with or with out little heads? 02-25-03 Purse-Head is fed up with the Brown Lumps of Knowledge. 02-24-03 Speedo-Bot says, "Hello ladies." 02-23-03 Sunday Fluff XVII 02-22-03 Bortex 02-21-03 I'm ridin' the slug to work today. 02-20-03 We need more boogers. 02-19-03 Naked Mining Guy and Box decide to continue the climb together. 02-18-03 Enter the Borkalork 02-17-03 Here comes good luck! 02-16-03 Sunday Fluff XVI 02-15-03 How do headless cows eat grass? 02-14-03 The Button People think today is kind of gross. 02-13-03 Box finds someone sleeping on the ladder. 02-12-03 My Brain Hurts 02-11-03 Two friends enjoy a Tuesday worm tea party. 02-10-03 Don't Do It! 02-09-03 Sunday Fluff XV 02-08-03 Robots Like Dance Partys Too 02-07-03 Monkey Poo 02-06-03 Box thinks he sees something up ahead. 02-05-03 Up Arrows Milling About 02-04-03 Hand-Head's coming for You! 02-03-03 Duct Tape Scape 02-02-03 Sunday Fluff XIV 02-01-03 Today Box feels he should start his climb toward the heavens. 01-31-03 What do snow bunnies look like? 01-30-03 I bet my log could eat your log! 01-29-03 Veiny Blob On Hill 01-28-03 Box lays in grass and contemplates whether or not to climb the ladder. 01-27-03 Monday Blues 01-26-03 Sunday Fluff XIII 01-25-03 Robots Get Tired Too 01-24-03 The Button People want to know what we're hiding under the yellow lines. 01-23-03 Rock & Roll Chicken! 01-22-03 Box finds a ladder to the sky. 01-21-03 Tomorrow World 01-20-03 Box takes a break after an afternoon of painting cartoon holes. 01-19-03 Sunday Fluff XII 01-18-03 Red Rock Worms like the smell of watermelon. 01-17-03 Chicken Derby! 01-16-03 It's time for Boring3D Bingo! 01-15-03 Little Soap Tank 01-14-03 It looks like Naked Mining Guy is taking a nap. 01-13-03 Grass Man 01-12-03 Sunday Fluff XI 01-11-03 Two Long Drooly Tongs For My QA Department ;) 01-10-03 Things On Strings 01-09-03 Two Long Drooly Tongues 01-08-03 Nipplescape 01-07-03 Naked Mining Guy begins to wonders if this was such a good idea. 01-06-03 Monday Snot 01-05-03 Sunday Fluff X 01-04-03 Do Robots like Eggs? 01-03-03 Naked Mining Guy finds a very tall ladder. 01-02-03 The Button People meet Robot Dog. 01-01-03 Looks like Box had fun last night. 12-31-02 Tar Dipped Carrot Wired for Combat 12-30-02 Blob Attack Monday 12-29-02 Sunday Fluff IX 12-28-02 Can O' Han' 12-27-02 Still Feelin' Slow 12-26-02 Feelin' Slow 12-25-02 Naked Mining Guy got a lump of coal, some sticks and snow today. 12-24-02 Box wants a ride home from Santa for Christmas. 12-23-02 Lets Light One Off Today! 12-22-02 Sunday Fluff VIII 12-21-02 Box Likes to Dream 12-20-02 The Land of Lazy Signs 12-19-02 Naked Mining Guy does the one leg distraction move. 12-18-02 Box finds a giant doughnut! 12-17-02 The Button People don't understand Tuesdays. 12-16-02 Monday Snuff 12-15-02 Sunday Fluff VII 12-14-02 Robots Like Sledding Too 12-13-02 Stool on Stool on Stool Post by mojaves @ 12:57 模仿HONDA广告搞笑 {site}

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2003-07-31 11:00 看来今天上午都不能坚持过去了，回家睡觉去！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ 发烧，头晕痛，倒是不怎么咳嗽，不然的话，我会怀疑自己是非典的。 Post by mojaves @ 11:00 打车去广安 （0726）

2003-07-30 22:01 荣格是我此次最想见的。在校友录上我们流露出的同样的悲伤。听说他恋爱了，很想看看恋爱中的他是什么样子的。 26号那天我们是睡到中午一点过才起床。吃饭，又喝酒，邻桌有一个学生家长请吃饭，那老师自然是张他们的同事，于是又去敬酒…………看样子他们是混出来了。对这些东西我依然觉得很讨厌，虽然知道人应该那样。 我又被灌了两瓶啤酒，出来的时候，头昏痛。 天空晴朗，蓝天白云在成都自然是很少看到的，我突然有点想回童年看看，那时候家乡的天空也这么的蓝。。。 既然很热，我们商量好打的到广安去，当然按张的说法，空调，环保。当然去之前，几个家伙又去做了次保健，我在外面昏睡了一个多小时。 大约4点过的样子，我们找到一个车。司机说，大约1个小时左右能到。张坐前面，渣和我靠着豹子睡了30多分钟的样子。 醒来的时候，已经过了岳池。 公路边上的标语成了我们关注的对象，比如：不要睡在床上抽烟！/除陋习，讲文明/要致富，先修路等等…………看见正在修的南充到广安的高速公路，据说这个是为明年的小平百周年华诞准备的。 进广安，先注意到的不是整个城市怎么着，倒是一辆摩托车上的两个女交警。 要我说说，对广安城的印象？华而不实。也许正因为它是小平的故乡。 Post by mojaves @ 22:01 沉默无语（0725）

2003-07-30 19:46 接下来的节目自然是唱歌。 每次唱歌，我是必选beyond 的《再见理想》的，不象许巍的歌那样难找，但每次我都会很投入地去唱，有一次去广汉的时候把同学给弄哭了：）比如张以前不喜欢唱歌的，现在的主打是《让生命去等候》，《花瓣雨》，虽然那么的蹩脚，而且老是把“花瓣雨” 唱错。当然，我喜欢他唱《让生命去等候》，当中有这么一句，“面对一切报应”，我和渣自然是不会放过这样的机会数落他的。因为他抛弃了对他很好的女朋友。 11点的样子，打的回高坪，因为嘉陵江大桥在整修，不能通车，只好下来走路，10多分钟的路程……就像一道分割线，嘉陵江这边的灯光明显的比对岸炫目许多，但豹子对我说，对他们来说，真正的美好生活是在对岸，昏暗的对岸…… 先把女孩送回家，大家随便找了家附近的河边的夜食摊，叫了几个砂锅，几瓶冻啤酒，准备好了一场宿醉…… 张突然打电话给刚刚才送回去的那个女孩，叫别人再出来，那女孩来的时候，我突然有种失落……然后的话，大多数的话题都是围绕那个女孩的，一时间我不知道说什么，突然就沉默下来，不停的抽烟不停的喝酒，不停的傻笑。 那女孩今年毕业的大学生，工作联系在成都试验小学，和我们几个相比，前途比我们都好多了……说了什么？我大约有点想不起来了，只记得她对成都人挖苦了一番，渣跟着来了段李老师的假打，大家一阵笑。我依然沉默。沉默得让我自己都觉得自己好陌生，我不停的用喝醉了来掩饰这种尴尬。 大约一点的时候，旁边那桌突然来了两个女孩，大约17-18岁左右，豹子看了眼转头对我们说，其中一个曾经是我学生，上个月才退的学，现在从事第三产业了……大家一片默然。 打的回去的时候，他们问我，要不要放松一下。我到底没愿意，因为沉默，大家渴望看到的那段情景到底没有出现。 在车上的时候，张给我说，你怎么变了？怎么没有以前那样的张狂？今天本来预计你要像在大学里每次喝酒的时候那样为了一个女孩大哭一场的。你到底是被社会抹平了还是你真的找到幸福了？ 我只说了句，反反复复的爱情我放弃了。 依然沉默，下车，我在眩晕中看见夜空晴朗。 Post by mojaves @ 19:46 快乐有如……

2003-07-30 09:26 快乐有如割破黑夜的花火 眩晕而短暂 余下的时间 三分之二留给绝望 三分之一留给希望 Post by mojaves @ 09:26 mojave 3 出的3 张专辑

2003-07-30 00:36 OUT OF TUNE Release Date:1998 CAD 8018(CD) Track Listing: 01 Who Do You Love? 02 Give What You Take 03 Some Kinda Angel 04 All Your Tears 05 Yer Feet 06 Caught Beneath Your Heel 07 Keep It All Hid 08 Baby's Coming Home 09 To Whom Should I Write ASK ME TOMMOROW Release Date:16/10/1995 GAD 5013(CD) 01 Love Songs On The Radio 02 Sarah 03 Tomorrow's Taken 04 Candle Song 3 05 You're Beautiful 06 Where Is The Love 07 After All 08 Pictures 09 Mercy EXCUSES FOR TRAVELLERS Release Date:5/5/2000 CAD 2K05(CD) Track Listing: 01 In Love With A View 02 Trying To Reach You 03 My Life In Art 04 Return To Sender 05 When You're Drifting 06 Any Day Will Be Fine 07 She Broke You So Softly 08 Prayer For The Paranoid 09 Bringin' Me Home 10 Got My Sunshine

下载地址： ftp://202.120.52.41/_GOTHIC-NeoFOLK-DARKWAVE-etc/Mojave 3 终于找到完全的了：）每首歌都值得推荐。 Post by mojaves @ 00:36 相见（0725）

2003-07-29 00:38 终于到了南充，豹子打的来接我，只来了他一个。上了车，我急切地问，他们呢？朋友，其他的都在市中区等我。也许是太兴奋了，我不知道给豹子说什么好，他就给我介绍沿途的风景，这里是中湖公园，南充最大的公园。这里是西华师大。西华师大？就是四川师范学院。想改成华西师大，没批下来，结果就成了这个拗口的名字。 在闹市下了车，上天桥，在德克士门口等他们过来。我扫了一眼，说，南充的MM还不错的嘛。那是。然后，豹子说了句让我很没意想的话，怎么穿个凉鞋就过来了？我傻笑着说，不用那么正式吧。 然后就是渣、张的出现，都是西装革履，衣冠。张的起色看起来很不错，跟旁边的一个女孩有说有笑的，1个月前的失恋的阵痛似乎全然的忘记了。 吃德克士，5个人，花去了165，席间自然以过去的事情为主要内容。大家似乎都现的非常的兴奋。 时间还早，接下来的时间我们就近逛了一家商场，张东挑西选，花了两个小时买了条裤子。看样子，他们都小康了。只有我还穿着20-30的休闲T-shirt。 接下来的时间，我们就到了金碧辉煌，南充体育场旁的KTV。车过体育场的时候，渣说，这块菜地上大连和重庆都输了的。真没想到的是，菜地旁“杂草”倒是长的不少。 Post by mojaves @ 00:38 I HaTE 火车（0725）

2003-07-29 00:05 在公司吃过午饭，在楼下买份当天的商报，急匆匆赶到火车站。天阴沉沉的，不时打雷闪电…… 售票厅排着几排的长队着实让我吃惊，还好马上我就看到马上看到了到南充的售票口，原来它不在售票大厅里面 ：） 2点半的，我看看时间才1点过，我有点后悔这么早赶过来了，也没其他的办法，在候车室去等吧。 脏乱差，就这几个字形容。我忘了时间，捏在手里厚厚的报纸不知道什么时候看完的…… 上了火车，车厢刚开始的时候人很多，后来就有人流到别的车厢里去了。后来就有一对男女坐到我对面，开始不停不停的说话。 中途，我睡了一个小时的，哐哐的声音机械到底是催眠的。就像重金属摇滚一样，是我催眠的一个法宝。醒后，到车尾抽了3根烟。 快到遂宁的时候，突然想起了在遂宁的一个朋友，打去，却说在射洪老家，很长时间没跟他们联系了。 遂宁到底对我来说还是陌生的，虽然很有几次到这里，去年差点就留在市里的旅游局作公务员。窗外的那个城市，看起来比以前漂亮多了，但我知道，无法改变的是人，那里的人的闭塞。 过了遂宁突然轻松起来，开始跟南充那帮人联系，短消息告知我，还有一个小时就到南充。1个小时，…… 哐哐，揉揉酸痛的颈背，看看阴沉沉的天…… 开始后悔没有坐成南高速…… Post by mojaves @ 00:05 ADU你要的歌 the Beatles - when i

2003-07-28 23:42 这是一首好听的歌。 When Im Sixtyfour - Beatles when i get older losing my hair, many years from now. will you still be sending me a valentine birthday greetings bottle of wine. if i'd been out till quarter to three would you lock the door, will you still need me, will you still feed me, when i'm sixty-four. you'll be older too, and it you say the word, i could stay with you. i could be handy, mending a fuse when your lights have gone. you can knit a sweater by the fireside sunday mornings go for a ride, doing the garden, digging the weeds, who could ask for more. will you still need me, will you still feed me, when i'm sixty-four. every summer we can rent a cottage, in the isle of wight, if it's not too dear we shall scrimp and save grandchildren on your knee vera chuck dave send me a postcard, drop me a line, stating point of view indicate precisely what you mean to say yours sincerely, wasting away give me your answer, fill in a form mine for evermore will you still need me, will you still feed me, [ MP3 下载 ] Post by mojaves @ 23:42 情人 - 许巍 - 那一年 [MP3]

2003-07-25 10:57 情人 - 许巍 - 那一年 想丛林深处静静流淌着的溪水 蓝色夜空轻轻闪动的星辰 hmm.. hmm..你的双眼 你曾经给我春天般的温暖 你依然在我无边的梦里穿行 mm....... [ MP3 下载 ] Post by mojaves @ 10:57 下午，南充，同学聚会

2003-07-25 09:18 终于决定了。 可以想象的是一次宿醉……还有什么呢？ 也许能有一起回忆的情景。 还有呢？ 市侩，堕落？ Post by mojaves @ 09:18 A dog named mojaves

2003-07-24 18:58 早上收到Y头的EMAIL。 *********************************************，一个天真的声音说，我只要你能幸福。 最幸福的不是得到你追寻很久的东西，而是在追寻中找到什么才是你真正值得珍惜的。它不在远方。 突然想起以前的一个梦，和自己心爱的人到西藏去。 饿着肚子，反复地听着一首歌曲，GOD DONT HARD TO ME。 嘴唇也有些麻木，但仍是停不了的抽烟。 想起不远的Y头，和A dog named mojaves. [ GOD DONT HARD TO ME （MP3下载）] Post by mojaves @ 18:58 不再想念 - 顺子 [MP3]

2003-07-23 21:47 不再想念 - 顺子 - 我的朋友Betty Su 词:陶子曲:顺子 真的会有那个人等我吗 或者青春就这么死去啦 孤独到底就习惯这个样 那么久以前童话里有好多的爱情 那么美丽可是甜甜的感觉瞬间不见 就不见我不明白 真的吗它存在吗 我能再次赤裸裸的放吗 不顾一切真能换到爱吗 伤透了心还可以后悔吗 真的会有那个人等我吗 或者青春就这么死去啦 孤独到底就习惯这个样 那么久以前脑海里有好多画面 那么久以前童话里有好多的爱情 就像昨天可是昨天的誓言还在耳边 就幻灭我不记得 真的吗他说过吗 我能再次脆弱的去爱吗 能够痴痴等著一个人吗 辜负了谁 sorry就够了吗 真的会有那个人等我吗 或者青春就这么死去啦 孤独到底就习惯这个 [ MP3 下载 ] Post by mojaves @ 21:47 ANGIE -- Rolling Stones [MP3]

2003-07-23 20:38 M. Jagger/K. Richards) Angie, Angie, when will those clouds all disappear? Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here? With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats You can't say we're satisfied But Angie, Angie, you can't say we never tried Angie, you're beautiful, but ain't it time we said good-bye? Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried? All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke Let me whisper in your ear: Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here? Oh, Angie, don't you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet I hate that sadness in your eyes But Angie, Angie, ain't it time we said good-bye? With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats You can't say we're satisfied But Angie, I still love you, baby Ev'rywhere I look I see your eyes There ain't a woman that comes close to you Come on Baby, dry your eyes But Angie, Angie, ain't it good to be alive? Angie, Angie, they can't say we never tried [ MP3 下载 ] Post by mojaves @ 20:38 戒烟如你 - 姜育恒 [mp3]

2003-07-23 11:00 戒烟如你 总是想戒掉烟吧 就像戒掉你 这样的决定不知道什么时候才会实行 多少个晚上 你靠在我的肩上笑得像个孩子似的 而我却不得不相信 总有一天你会离去 这样的心情在我这样的年纪 其实早应该无所谓伤不伤心 有过太多的曾经 有过太多的曾经 似乎也没有什么不能舍弃 可是面对你我竟然失去了这些勇气 抽烟不知道究竟是为了什么 爱你彷佛也找不到什么理由 或许你就像烟 无孔不入无处不在无法捉摸 总是在你的眼里 看到那个被遗忘的自己 总以为只有你知道 很多事情我再也赌不起 为什么不早遇见你 在一切都还来得及 为什么不早离开你 趁一切都还来得及 无所谓拥有 也无所谓失去 但是 我多么想抓紧你告诉你 这一切都不是我愿意的 这条路少了你好难走 风里雨里我只惦记你 这才明白 戒烟容易 戒你太难.... 情难舍难留难以诉说 梦不醒不碎不能从头 你似幻似真似烟弥漫我心中 缘难分难解难以守候 错不能不想不愿再错 你今日今生今世藏在我心中 烟熄了 也许一切就可以云淡风清的过去 也许.... [ MP3 下载 ] Post by mojaves @ 11:00 Iris - Goo Goo Dolls [mp3]

2003-07-23 08:57 11 iris - goo goo dolls and i'd give up forever to touch you 'cause i know that you feel me, somehow you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be and i don't wanna go home right now and all i can taste is this moment and all i can breathe is your life 'cause sooner or later, it's over i just don't wanna miss you tonight and i don't want the world to see me 'cause i don't think that they'd understand when everything's made to be broken i just want you to know who i am and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming or the moment of truth in your lies when everything feels like the movies yeah, you bleed, just to know you're alive and i don't want the world to see me 'cause i don't think that they'd understand when everything's made to be broken i just want you to know who i am and i don't want the world to see me 'cause i don't think that they'd understand when everything's made to be broken i just want you to know who i am and i don't want the world to see me 'cause i don't think that they'd understand when everything's made to be broken i just want you to know who i am i just want you to know who i am i just want you to know who i am i just want you to know who i am [ MP3下载 ] goo goo dolls的官方主页 Post by mojaves @ 08:57 yugo nakamura's 的新作品 {site}

2003-07-23 08:45 这里 为NEC做的，下面是关于这个项目的描述： "ecotonoha is a project - to nurture a virtual tree collaboratively, and at the same time contribute to the actual environment to cope with global warming. as you make ecotonoha's leaves, the virtual tree will grow, and as ecotonoha grows, real trees will be planted by nec." Post by mojaves @ 08:45 清晨点燃的第一根烟

2003-07-23 08:33 是的，容格，有些话我们可以安慰别人，同样的话却安慰不了自己，或者说我们可以欺人却不能自欺。我以为我直面的现实却不过是我自己在梦醒了之后再给自己造的另一个梦，或者是我现在直面的现实不过是我必须面对的现实的一小部分……现在的快乐不过是昨天美好回忆一个延续，我到底还是快乐不起来。王小波说过，生活就是不可避免的走向庸俗。 我老是跟别人说要珍惜要珍惜，而自己却放不下早就明白那生命不属于自己的……我比他们还可悲或者说那些值得我珍惜的还没在我生命中出现（？哎，无法自欺）。我现在比较理智，或者这样说，我现在更信命，有些人有些事情只能留在回忆里。美好的东西到底和我们有段距离，或者用许巍的歌――《永隔一江水》…… 对于我们这些凡夫俗子来说，衣食有个着落就可以算是不错了。对于许巍我没什么可以说的，总有一种歌声让我流泪；对于生活，我有说的，那就是等死。这句话是在关天看到的，同感。还是把烟酒都给戒掉吧，虽然我说这话根本就不能自欺欺人，但像我们这样下去，不是自然死亡，而是――我们等死都是持积极态度。 Post by mojaves @ 08:33